Busy as a Bee

I think that my depression meds are not working. All I want to do is sleep, eat and sleep more. I can't seem to get motivated to do anything. The donor and I have been fighting about housework, but I don't think that he realizes just how much it takes for me to get out of bed. I probably wouldn't if I didn't have to take care of the baby.

My friend, Jessie, is getting married today. She and her fiance', Bill, are my neighbors. It's sweet, but I just want to tell them to run. RUN FAR FAR AWAY!!!! YOU DON'T WANT TO DO THIS! YOU WILL BEGIN TO HAVE SERIOUS DOUBTS ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP. JUST STAY SHACKED UP!!!

My new blog, yes... Simon has made it a little difficult for me to express everything that I feel needs to be talked about. My new blog is vanilla, has my own name and doesn't mention anyone else by name. It's a place where I can go and talk about my personal issues without having to link them to him. I am my own person there, and I discuss what really bothers me about myself and society. Personal things that I can't discuss with Simon. Things about my insecurities and such. I'm not sure it would be interesting to anyone else, but I feel it has more of the real issues of me than this blog. I'm not trying to hold out, I just need a sanctuary.