Sometimes I don't like the donor

So, my new husband is obsessed with internet porn and the russian chicks that my sister brings to my house. He tries to flirt with every hot young thing that comes around and then he wonders why I'm depressed. I feel ugly, fat, and just all around unattractive when compared to these women. All I get to see is attractive girls on the internet whenever I get on the computer after him. I'm getting sick of it. He thinks it's no big deal, but I'm just about at my breaking point. As it is I don't feel like getting out of bed. One of these days I probably won't. To top it all off a chick that he used to have an affair with reads his blogs and sends him an email telling him that his new goatee is "hot". Fucking assholes.