Pardon me while I vent for a minute. If I don't do it here then I will likely say something rather mean to the donor and I'm trying not to be a total bitch. I stay at home with the baby, never getting a break, I am depressed majorly (diagnosed) and I'm not on meds. I clean the house and watch him and the kids destroy it. I am fucking sick of the guilt trips I get from him because I don't do certain things. We haven't had sex in forever, he doesn't find me attractive and I'm just plain sick of it all. I have half a mind to find it somewhere else! Fuck him and this fucking house!