Update

Yipee... I can finally log on! I was having problems getting blogger to work for me. I think it was our computer. Problem solved since Simon went and bought 4 computers from a local community college. We now have a computer lab set up on our second floor. Not exactly a homey enviornment, but I'm chalking it up to being out numbered 4 to 1. I'll have to have another child, and have it be a girl in order to get a leg up!!

Well, I've started working as a KJ (Karaoke Jockey) at our local hang out. It's been fun. I get to flirt and do something that I enjoy while making money. Some nights drag on, but for the most part it's a great job. I am only doing Friday nights and filling in, but one of the chicks working is pregnant, so I might get her nights. This leaves my days open to take care of Miller. The donor gets him in the evenings.

My days have been a bit better. Less of a depression taking hold of me. My doc put me on Welbutrin and that seems to be going alright. I am also in counseling, so I get to talk about the things that bother me, instead of holding them in. I am thinking that I need a job as a shrink. I can listen to people and offer advice all day long...and still have room to be a KJ at night!

I'm having a sex toy party this weekend...I hope! The lady sho is supposed to be doing the party has yet to get in touch with me and I am a bit worried that she will show up! So I'm trying to get a back up to cover her ass.

Anne and my sister and her girlfriend and I went out on Saturday. Anne kept rubbing up on my thighs and trying to get me to go into the bathroom with her. Her husband freshened up while we were out, thinking that I would come back home and have a little threesome, but I didn't. I feel like it would be cheating on the donor not to let him know and to get his blessing before I went ahead and scrumped with others! Ahh.... I think I'm growing up. I would have said to hell with it before I was married, but I can't help but remember his ex cheated on him ....multiple times!

Maybe I'll get his permission and arrange a party. I'd love to go to the local swingers party here. We haven't been in so long, I'm nervous all over again!

I hope to update more frequently now that I have access to a computer that works for me.

Oh, CARRIE!!! I lost your link to your new site. If you can post it again, that would be great. I miss hearing from you!

Ciao